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Friday, July 21, 2006

GET OUT OF MY LIFE !! ARGHS !! FARKING BITCH ; U SARKS LAHS ~


boy , u chose to leave me . WHAT CAN I SAY ? I CAN DO NTH -
i could only CRY OUT LOUD alone by myself at ONE CORNER -
u once made dhis promise to stay by my side , u said u will NVR make me feel LONELY anymore but whats happening now ? u said to me , u love me but whats happening now ? ANSWER !!


i really cried so HARD when i saw ur msg . u are SO MEAN . how could u ? why mus u do this to me ? did i do SMTH WRONG ? why mus u make me CRY ? do i really deserve dhis punishment frm u ? dunn say its all FATED or what . its all u believe . in ur mind , EVERYTHING IS FATE FATE FATE n FATED -

its really not . not everything counts on FATE . i really cannot imagine u doing ALL THESE to me -
u knw my love for u . its really a TRUE LOVE . u made me PUT ALL MY FEELINGS on u yet u are doing all these to me ?! tell me what shld i do ?! im really GOING CRAZY bcos of UR COUSIN . that freaking BYTCH . hais . SPEECHLESS -

SHE IS REALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY -



boy , i knw u are living so happily without me now . u are the one who asked me to give each other a chance . i admit that i didnt lyk u at first but now ? u made me love u but what are u doing now ? lols -

u are always the one who is by my side when im alone or feeling down . u made me forget abt alfred even when i kip saying its NVR POSSIBLE . u nvr give up , u nvr fail to make me SMILE . u knw i have waited for alfred for ONE YEAR PLUS but now , bcos of u , i forgotten him . BUT WHAT ARE U DOING TO ME ?! u said u will make me forget him n u asked me to think of u . but u left me alone NOW -

u mean all these while u are jus lying to me ?! do u really bear to leave me alone lykdat ? boy , u knw i need u . i love u so much now . u made me forget alfred n now u are the SPECIAL BOY in my mind . all those sweet words u said i'll kip it but now u are telling me that its all nth but jus ANOTHER BIG FAT LIE ?! u mean u said all those words jus to cheer me up only ? u knw whats the reason i lyk u . its bcos u are SO CARING . i really cann nvr expected that u will leave me ALONE lykdat -

those words u said to me that day was so HURTING n PAINFUL -
i cried SO HARD and i cant cry HARDER . its really so painful INSIDE OUT -

iLOVEyou
iNEEDyou
though my WORLD may FALL
i'll NVR LET u GO

MY dearest BOY
MY once FAVOURITE
i'll continue to LOVE you UNTIL THE VERY END -



there's REALLY NO WAY for me to forget u . u're the boy , i will nvr forget -
those days we spent tgt , though it was REALLY SHORT but its really MEMORABLE -
i'll WAIT FOR U no matter what -


u knw imma STURBBORN GIRL -


i LOVE YOU - ONLY YOU ; HE brings HEALING to my BROKEN - HEART ; there 's no OTHER SALVATION . he 's the only ONE who can TURN IT ARD - NOBODY else could've changed my HEART ; NOBODY else could've SAVED me . PICKED up the pieces when i FELL APART ; im SO GLAD YOU unchained ME -i will WAIT for U -




boy , u are really the one who made me forget abt my past but u are leaving me alone now . u dont expect me to walk the path ahead alone myself cos u knw , i'll FALL -


im falling APART , bcos u are walking AWAY -



if thats the case , i will NVR FORGET u . thats DEFINITELY but since u wanna leave me alone now , i will choose to walk baq into the PAST whr i exist in my 100605 world . hurting myself -


i chose to pick up EVERYTHING that i have quit . NOW , honestly , i have STARTED DRINKING again . bcos of u n all the stress EVERYONE is putting ON ME -


DRINKING CAN MAKE ME FORGET ALL MY TROUBLES AT THAT VERY MOMENT but i knw it wun last forever but i also knw i cann drink to forget it at that moment . lols -

and i choose to drink . i wanna let myself be happy for jus awhile . i wanna set myself free frm everything -


HAND-CRAVING ; pen-knifes are my CLOSEST FRENS . u nvr knw abt dhis . my past was using pen-knife to CUT myself and im TELLING you that im GOING TO PICK UP ALL MY PAST HABITS NOW !!


HONESTLY , i will CONSIDER SMOKING TOO -




you NVR knw what will i do . as lawerence says , i cann be a A1 student n also a F9 student . i will NOT GO AGAINST THE LAW but i can do thing beyond MY LIMITS -






IMMA LOVELESS BITCH -
NO ONE LOVES ME AT ALL -
REJECTED AND ALONE -

~ { 7:17 AM }
reflections of you and me;